I could not feel any more numb with pain than I feel now.
So on account of stress, I have been losing sleep and most of my remaining sanity. I try to live my life, and enjoy it, but it doesn't work. For all who care, my phone is broken due to technical problems, and the flip won't work. I am expecting a new one to arrive sometime today, but who knows if that will actually happen. I have successfully endured my first cold of the season, and do not want another. My Senior year is well underway by now, and classes are well, dull. School life isn't that fabulous for me this year. So far the world has taken on a gray haze. I have been spending lots of time with my wonderful niece lately, which I love doing. It is because of that little shit that I am still alive today. Food in my house is becoming scarcer and scarcer as the time for grocery shopping arrives. I think I have been living off of cereal and peanut butter for the past three days. X.x In other events, Homecoming is next week and I'm still undecided on whether or not I wish to go. Dances are not fun for me, and never will be. I usually end up coming home and crying myself to sleep. This makes me look forward to Prom even more. In relation to my last entry, I assumed correctly. The person that I actually gave two shits about didn't give a shit about me caring. It's a pinwheel of darkness on my end. Care to join me? I simply cannot wait until my trip to Germany over Spring Break and my eighteenth birthday. Why? Well you see, my trip gets me out of the country for over a week (obviously) and my eighteenth birthday is when I get my tattoo, hopefully a few piercings I've been dying for, and am able to actually fucking drive! I think that will be the most exciting part of my life, other than moving out of my mother's house. So needless to say, I shall close, with a low note as usual. Thanks for giving a shit and reading my moping. Bye all.

P.S.: I will have some new photos up soon. I have been well at work with my photography portfolio. ^^